One lucky day for a little slut ... sorta

So, two times having a sexual dream - minus the wet part - is horrible! It makes one as horny as ever! Even fapping does not help. However, today is a little different. A little different but I still feel a whole lot frustrated!

I had just finished my field work and my tummy is growling like hell. My initial plan was to go eat at a nearby kopitiam. Mana tahu today it's closed. Dahlah perut lapar. I was already imagining the tasty and yummy toast, coffee and mee siam. I ran in my head my other options. So I chose one western restaurant to have late lunch lah. Then, it happen. The starting point of it all. Nature calls. So, to answer it, I went to the nearby mall. Before I went in, I saw a leng cai coming out of it. Acting all cool. Behind him are two high schoolers laughing while looking at the leng cai and the toilet, sort of waiting for someone to get out. *Will get back to this part later* So, answering the nature calls then, of course while hoping that a hottie will come in =p Who knows my wish was granted! But a little different lah. It's not a hottie. He's a cutie. But not that twink because I think he's in his 30s. He was adjusting his pants at the sink. I looked at him. He looked at me back. I throw in a smile. He does the same. I stick out my tongue and do the licking gesture and he nods :p

He was looking for someone to fuck him. RED FLAG! He's a bottom. I'm not sure which I am but I'm open to both. So maybe I'm a versatile. However, I never fucked anyone before and I still have this mindset that if I ever wanted to lose my fucking and being fucked virginity, I'd really love to do it with someone special and not just anyone. And definitely not a quickie. So we settled with just sucking. His dick is not that wow-licious but I really love his head. His head is as red as ever and it kind of turns me on =p And it helps that he trimmed his bushes. I sucked on it and I got to admit, my technique may not be great. It has been years since I sucked a dick. So maybe he's not that satisfied which in turn he sort of fucked my mouth, pushing his dick deeper but I cannot take it. I gagged and I nearly puked. So I asked him to stop. He did it a couple more times but I just can't. I keep on sucking him until he cums but I never swallow his cum. He pushed my head out just before he cums. End of story and I get myself out of the toilet.

After that, I head to the restaurant for my late lunch and I run in my head the incident because well, there are red flags.

1. I should have known he's a bottom when he carries with him a bottle of mineral water. Punyalah aku fikir for what reason he carried the bottle this whole time until it struck my head. It's for douching! So slow lah me.
2. He asked me to fuck him and I don't see a condom. What? He wanted me to fuck him bare? Hell to the no!
3. Back to the leng cai. I have a strong feeling that they did something in the toilet. Because well, this bottom (macam tak ada nama lain) is adjusting his pants in the toilet after the leng cai left and the two high schoolers is laughing at the leng cai while looking at the toilet to see who comes out. So, they must have heard or seen something. Damn the leng cai was a great catch.

And right now I'm sexually frustrated. Why? Because the bottom refused to repay the deed! Grr ... If I know that it's only him getting to cum, I won't do it. I mean hey, if it's going to be a quickie, why should only you have all the fun? Or is it supposed to be like that? Tuls tolong me!

P.S. How do you guys practice your technique? Sucking or fucking or licking or any kind of sexual acts?