Thursday, 13 December 2012

A Whole New World

Aaaahhhhhhh kimochiiiiiii .. :p

No one is in the office currently. 

Boss is not around. Three colleagues went out of town. Two face and bitch went out for lunch and they haven't come back yet.

So, I find myself enjoying a duet of A Whole New World by Will Quah and friend.

P.S. Will Quah is so pleasing to the eyes :)

Wednesday, 28 November 2012

Superbly tired day

Today has been exceptionally very tiring day for me. In fact I even dozed off for a few seconds while I was driving to work. The weekend was spent somewhere in the middle region of Malaysia and Monday and Tuesday was spent somewhere in the southern region of Malaysia. So basically today is my first day at work for the week and I'm having super Monday blues.

Haven't done much at work today. Just layan-ing my tiredness, It's not my usual lethargic moments. It's plain tiredness, dullness and energy-less-ness (is that even a word?)

Since I have nothing to write and have no pretty pictures to post, I'm just going to write a little bit of rant here.


Friday, 23 November 2012

Tailored work pants

So, yesterday I broke another of my virginity. Not the sexual ones unfortunately. I went to get some tailored pants for work. It has been like what 2 years since I changed my work wardrobe? So I thought I'd update it with a bang. It costs quite a bomb and yet it was just a simple cloths that I chose. Maybe next time when I have more budget (Read: Order just one instead of four) I'd choose a much nicer design. Although I have to admit, there's not much design in men's cloth. I mean there's only like solid colour, pin stripe, checkered and did I miss anything else? There's like one cloth that I really like but I thought it's a bit too shiny for work. It's not that shiny but I'm not sure whether it would be appropriate for work. Though I have a history of wearing a pair of shirts for work that seems to be better suited for casual  (and a friend of mine did tegur me for wearing it. She said she did not believe that I wore it for work) but I'm not sure whether the logic will be the same for a bit shiny pants.

So, this is sort of like the nearest example I could on the shiny cloth. Can I choose this cloth for my work pants?

Friday, 16 November 2012

Just a whole lot of things happened to me while I was having my life back

So yesterday I had the most fun day after so long I haven't had any fun! *err, did you get my drift?* I had sort of like  a boys day out with my bestie. He's been studying in Aussie and after this he'll be working there. So while he's back in Malaysia for a short holiday, I ask him to go out because it has been such a long time since we done that. Also because it has been like a really long time since early this year that I go out, let my hair down and just enjoys.

On our way back, we stop by JPO - because I never went to before. Here is where two events happened. One is a little bit irritating. One is a bit shocking.

Numero Uno!

We queued outside one of the designer stores and a group of 4 boys and a girl from Singapore queued behind us. Let's just say that they were not quite the Singaporean that I knew. They were so loud! Boasting and undermining others English saying that their English is so lala and their English is US English. I was like, "Hello! Singapore was colonised by British okay. So your English is basically based on Queen's English. Jangan nak perasan American sangat lah oii! Oh and if your English is so damn perfect, why did I detect A LOT of grammar mistakes in your sentences? Lala much yourselves?"  And yes, I was being a grammar nazi. It took a while before the door was open, so I was really, really relieved when the door was finally open. My ears can't stand being tortured that much.

Numero dos!

I accidentally, unsuspectingly busted two guys having a quickie at a toilet stall! The story begins .... I went to the toilet to pee and there's only one stall and it was occupied. I proceed to go to the urinals. So while I was doing my business, I can hear two voices coming form the stall and the sound of belt buckle falling. The voices are so slow that I thought at first were two kids just fooling around. After I finished my business, I went outside and bought a drink and just stand there (outside of the toilet - just to clarify) and then lo and behold. Two well built, hot, handsome men coming out of the toilet. They walked a bit weird like they wanted to hide the fact that they just had a quickie. I first thought they were a couple but they were not! They went separate ways after that. I was like, Damn! If I know they were having a quickie then I can intai hor. Who knows I can join too .. Kekekekekeke .....

And that's the end of the story =)

Thursday, 8 November 2012

Soalan Cepumas!!!

Question people, question!

Where do you guys keep your coins? In your wallet? In your pocket? Or you just don't bring them at all? In that case, if you receive coins on that day - from shopping and whatsnot - where do you keep them?

Segala kerjasama didahului dengan ucapan terima kasih :)


Tuesday, 23 October 2012

Secretly Excited ..

I don't know why .... Actually I know why but I don't know why ...

Last night I watched a Korean drama called Answer to 1997. The scene that makes me secretly excited is when Hoya and Seo In Guk sleeping in the class together. So, the camera pan to both of them and I can see clearly spots on their face! Like a pimple or something that weren't successfully covered flawlessly by make up.

Then, I was suddenly secretly happy. Happy because I saw their imperfections. Happy because they HAVE imperfections on their skin which normally people (and myself included) see flawless and pretty. Happy because it dawned to me that those people that I idolised do not have perfect skin.

I always get frustrated because I do not have great skin and I sort of make those Korean celebrities as my benchmark. That my skin needs to be flawless like them for me to call my skin to be perfect. And when I saw those spots, I suddenly felt like "Hey, my skin isn't that bad. I have spots and they have spots too."

I think I should make a section in my blog to talk about beauty stuffs.....

Anywayyy, I think I may have lost the flow of what I want to talk about. Kalau hantar essay SPM macam ni, mahu kene hentam sama cikgu aku ni ..... So I'll just end it here ...

-signing out-

Friday, 19 October 2012

How stupid was I to compare apples and oranges together

Perhaps next time before I become jelly and ambitious, I should look at myself in the mirror and do a SWOT  analysis

Instead of copying others, I should become OA - original are-5th

When I talk about change, I wonder if I knew the real meaning of the word change

P.S. I am blogging in the office. Damn lazy to do anything. Tomorrow still have to go to work somemore. Sien ... Whoever says that working life is full of happiness and joy?!
P.P.S. I am currently down with endless coughing. I swear if I'm not well this time I'll shove my RM 58 medicines into the doctor's arse. Maybe I'll shove other things too ... *erk*
P.P.P.S. FB stalking is making me depressed!!

Monday, 15 October 2012


This is a ranting post. The longest one I've rant so far. You've been warned ...


I can't believe this. I've been MIA for a very long time. Not only MIA in blogging, but also blog reading. Haven't really had a time to do these things as well, some parts of my life has changed right now. So need to adapt which results in some things being left unattended. Heck, for a person who like to prettify myself, put skincare products, dress nicely, take sometime to do hair, I've been a complete mess these days. It's been weeks since I put products on my face, take long hot showers, dress up, do my hair. Nowadays, I even wear a non-iron-shirt-looking shirt to work, wore an ugly tee with a hole on it to town (not exactly my fault because I didn't realise there was a hole there) and my hair, urrgghhhh, I think it has an ugly life of its own! I'm not even sure how I smell anymore. I mean I did bathe but not as meticulous as before and I didn't spray on myself some perfume. *sigh* I wonder how can anyone who is in this situation managed to make themselves look hot and pretty everyday? I'm like in a mess! My life is a mess! *sigh* I promised myself day and day I need to change. That I missed my old routine. That I missed my old self. But I don't know how to start. If I start one thing then I won't have time for another which led to more abandoning routine. I'm not exactly a good time manager but I guess this time I need to learn how. I need to so that I won't keep looking like a mess and worst, ugly!


If only there's more than 24 hours in a day. I need a game plan. I don't want to live in an ugly, boring, messy life anymore. I need to allocate time for all the routines that I need to do. But that comes with a cost - my beauty sleep ..... That is my most weakness ever! If I don't have enough sleep I'll be cranky and easily irritated. I need more than 24 hours a day!!!!!!!!!

Thursday, 27 September 2012

It has been a turmoil these past few weeks.

Really have no mood to update blog.

Frankly, I don't have any mood to do anything at all.

Really feel like I can't feel happy right now with all the things that are happening now.

That I don't deserved to be happy right now.

Cannot be happy. Cannot laugh. Cannot anything ...

The blog will might be dead for a few weeks. Months even.

Will update again if I find that silver lining ....

Till then .......

Monday, 10 September 2012

Oppa Gangnam Style!!

So erm I'm pretty sure that everyone should know this song by now, what's with the dance and the catchy tunes. Youtubers even make a whole lot of parody based on it. I was getting sick of all those parody really. But I got to admit. There's one reason where I think I like the song.

The reason? When my Korean guy crush whatsapped me changing the "sexy lady" part to "sexy are-5th" *swoons*

It's nothing much but I guess when your crush did that, you just feel like the whole world is smiling on you =)

Sunday, 9 September 2012

Lest We Forget

Sometimes I forgot. 

I forgot that I was once a bright and cheerful kid.

I forgot that I was once confident in the way I look and walked. 

Most importantly, I forgot that I was once a winner in the race against life. 

Haneunim-ya, please help me in this dark times of mine. Help me to realise that I am special in my own unique way. That I am a star that shines oh so bright. That even in all of my imperfections, I can find that perfect tune in my life. That even if the whole world is against me, I'll stand tall and tough. Most importantly, please help me to accept myself wholeheartedly. To accept myself as who I am. To accept all of my imperfections. To face the world and say out loud, "I am are-5th and I am proud to be who I am." 

Friday, 7 September 2012

Still traumatised by the accident.

Even though I wasn't hurt physically.

I guess I was hurt more on psychology.

That guy practically went superman in front of me. 

Luckily he's still alive.

If not, I don't think I'll be on the road any time soon. 

Let's pray that I'll get through this.

P.S. Oii people! I don't smoke okay! Smoking is bad for your health. Sekian iklan Kementerian Kesihatan hari ini. 

Thursday, 6 September 2012

I'm not sure whether I'll be the same anymore.

My hands have stopped shaking.

I can move properly now.

My breath is at its normal pace.

Perhaps it's God's way to tell me something.

But what is it?

Wednesday, 5 September 2012

Naked (pallette)

I am feeling ever so ..... naked right now :(

Needed to do some house chores this morning before I go to work.

Before I knew it, time has passed and I was really, really, really late for work.

Took a quick shower and put on my clothes.

Didn't even have time to prettify myself (Aiden! Pinjam wording Peanut!)

That's why I'm feeling ever so naked and ever so unglam and ever so ugly T.T

Monday, 3 September 2012


Never assumed about anyone until you have walked in their shoes ...

It's nothing about life. Okay maybe a little.

It's so friggin hard walking in these shoes! Let alone driving with it!

I gotta salute those traders or farmers or estate workers or anyone that needs to wear these shoes every single day for a very long hours to do their job ...

As for me, I need some time to get used to it ....

Saturday, 1 September 2012

Of weddig, bestie and annoying bf

This evening something pissed me off. Like really pissed me off.

I went to a wedding invitation of a high school friend of mine. Planned to go with my bestie but she needs to go to another invitation first. So, she asked her bf to go with her with him fetching her at 2 o'clock and I'm supposed to meet them at 3 o'clock. At 3 o'clock I arrived ad called her. She said she'll be late. Knowing her, I thought she'll only be around 5 minutes late. Little did I wonder she's late for 1 freaking hour! I was about to leave as I was very annoyed! (I know I shouldn't have waited for a whole 1 hour but bestie maa .. I trust her lah).

She was very apologetic as I presumed she'd be. I was mad but I was even mad at her bf because I'm very sure that it was him that was late. I thought the incident ends at that. Who knows the bf made even more annoying incidents.

Oh before I go further, let it be know that I suspected that her bf is actually gay. Or maybe he's bi.

  1. He wasn't actually invited to the wedding. He went there as my bestie's bf. What ticks me off is that he brought two boys with him! The boys were like around 11 to 13 years of age. He claimed that they were his adik angkat. Now we all know if you are gay, adik angkat can means a whole lot of different meaning. Though I think they were a little too young to become toy boys. And even if I gave him benefit of the doubt, that I really do believe that they are his adik angkat with no sexual agenda in it, do you really have to bring them anywhere you go? Up to the point where you are going out with your girlfriend?
  2. He's very anti-social! He did not interact with his gf friends at all! The only people he interact with is his adik angkat. He listens to their every whim like a slave listens to his master! I mean at that time I was like "Are you going out with my bestie or with your adik angkat?"
End up I was so annoyed and mad that I went straight back home after. 

If he really wants to turn straight, he needs to step up his game because if he continues what he's doing, he's only going to hurt my bestie. Right now, I only pray that whoever my bestie is going to marry, that man is going to treat her right and will never hurt her. Much better he's really sincere in wanting to marry her and not just wishing to marry just to turn straight. 

Wednesday, 29 August 2012

Clean House

So, what can be constitute as clean?

Nicely arranged items? Sparkling items? Smooth flooring? No dust, cobwebs or anything that is related of that?

What if it's a wooden, kampung house? Is it acceptable that items are not arranged carefully, they are not sparkly? There's no dust or rubbish or any kind of that but there's some feeling in the air that just didn't feel right.

Or perhaps it was because they way I grow up. I am a city boy after all. So, perhaps the way I perceived as clean is not the same as theirs?

But their children have all become city kids now. Don't they have a sense to clean their kampung house?

I'm perplexed.

Or is it because I just simply hate going back there that I criticize everything?

Tuesday, 28 August 2012

I did get quite a hefty bonus for Raya. And yes, I may, err scratch that, have spent quite a big amount in less than a month. What can I do? I'm a shopaholic who has low self esteem and confidence and view myself as superbly inferior than others who turns to shopping and beauty stuffs (and sexual stuffs!) to cover my imperfection. Which results in me portraying an image that I come from a wealthy family when in fact I am from a middle income earner family. However, I know about it and accept it wholeheartedly and to me, it is much better than a certain someone who earns much higher than me, get a much heftier bonus than me, who is at times indifferent to his family financially. Who at times too stingy to fork out money for the comfort and satisfaction of his family.

I know your good intentions and I thank you for that. But I would rather spend than be a cheapskate!

Dang it!

The pain of loving a straight guy. We love them but we cannot tell them. What's worst is when that straight guy is your best friend. Whatever it is, I think I'm going to talk to my crush-turn-besties now XD. Though knowing him, it will be a while before he reply :(

P.S. What do you think is worst? Confessing your crush to someone and your crush rejected it or confessing your crush but your crush didn't take it seriously?

Tuesday, 21 August 2012

Asian H&M Dressing Room Hottie

Okay. I read it from post maybe? About this H&M dressing room game, sorta.

Can I please, please, please have him on my bed tonight? Maybe a little sweaty underneath those lather vest?

Edited - The link was taken from Aiden's blog. Damn my short term memory ...

Thursday, 16 August 2012

Stress + Boredom = ???

Yesterday I had my hair cut out of stress. If before this I really, absolutely hate my slightly and curvy, this hairstylist made me fall in love with my hair! It's like he can hear my wishes ion my heart! I have been wanting to have this kind of style for so long but most of the time I saw only a straight hair can pull if off so well. He make a version for curly and taught me how to recreate it. Being the noob and hairstyle blonde that I am, I kind of failed today to recreate the style T.T

Today, out of boredom, I decided to go to the salon again to do hair treatment, and because I am a regular, I got quite a discount! Now it's like my hair is in its best condition XD. Oohh and also I bought the moulding clay that the stylist used on me. Hopefully now I can do justice to my hair *fingers crossed*

P.S. Did I mentioned that my stylist is one hell of a cute guy? XD At first my radar was like tingling but he already has a girlfriend. So, maybe my radar karat already?

Stalking mode ON!!

I am pretty bored in the office now. No work to do. Everyone is excited anticipating the coming long Raya breaks. With nothing to do, I decided to make a tweeter account and bombard a few bloggers with following requests. Hopefully they don't mind (and yes I've been stalking for quite some time. A blogger knows XD. You know who you are XD )

So, in case if anyone is a little bit erm, disturbed by my action, kindly email me or something and I'll unfollow you =)

Or I'll just follow you using my other account XD

Monday, 13 August 2012

If you really wish to be MY boss, go ahead and ask for the key to the room. I have them. I'll only do what you ask only after you become my boss. Until then, it's HELL TO THE NO!

Saturday, 11 August 2012


Good looking face! I can imagine all sorts of things with him! XD

Friday, 3 August 2012

Of being eighteen and Korean drama

I was reading an episode review on a Korean drama Answer Me 1997. It is a drama about high school and what it feels like to be eighteen. The reviewer sang praises about this drama - how it precisely gives you that feeling that it really was like that years ago when you are eighteen. I never really get what she meant considering the previous episode is about girl and boy relationship, something which I never had. It was until this episode that I really understand what she meant.

Episode's review in question:

As an eighteen years old kid, I once met a guy by accident. I had my eyes on him the moment I saw him. Just a short chat with him, like really short, I've melted. Long story short, turns out we got into the same college, same dormitory (but different floor) and the good thing is, he stills remember me! Immediately we clicked and we became the best of friends. Thanks to his good looks and good manners, we sort of like become one of the popular click at college. He of course gets all the attention, while me being his side kick. I had great moments in college while at the same time, I felt the pangs of one sided crush. Of loving a straight guy.

It felt so .... I'm not sure what kind of adjectives that I can use here. Maybe I can say that everything I do is about him. Eat together with him. Study with him. Basically do everything with him. There are times when he'd go out with his classmates (we were not in the same class) I'd feel sad and left out. It tortures me so much of loving a straight guy. It's like I'm so closed, yet I'm so far.

I never told anyone how I felt about him. I never even told him my feelings. I was scared because as much as I love him, I also don't want to ruin our friendship. In the end, I accepted the fact that even if I can only become his friend, I'm content. There's no way I want to let our friendship ends.

Even though I never tell him I'm gay, I guess he kind of suspects that I am. He has hinted once, but I managed to counter(??) it, I think, and he never asked any more of it again.

Tuesday, 31 July 2012

all about bazaar

so, bazaar ramadhan has been quite a temptation. i should know. i didn't quite managed to contain myself when buying. kekekeke....

got all sorts of food. got burger bakar jb (it's a healthy option because the patties are home made. so no added preservatives ... kot XD), then got laksa johor, got mee rebus. in short got everything lah!

but one special food is ..... *drum rolls* CUSTARD CREAM PUFF! it's not special because it's healthy. not because it's that yummy too (well, it's okay lah kot but not that mouth watering). it's special because ........ a cute guy is selling it =) and i have been frequenting it ever since! got cute face, soft skin ... ahhh ... i'm melting ... =))

Friday, 27 July 2012

7 days and counting. Damn he's becoming more sensitive than ever!

Thursday, 19 July 2012


I always heard of how people have a different perspective when they know that you are an overseas graduate but I never experience it myself first hand.

I was attending a customer - a husband and a wife - and before they leave, I hand over my card to them. They read it and exclaim proudly, "You are from XXX in Australia?" The wife asked furthermore, "XXX in XXXXX?" I nodded. And that's when I saw it.

It turns out that their children are in Australia too, studying together at a different state. Their eyes showed these proud sparkles when we talk. They seem to have these impressions that I am good at what I do - just because I am an overseas graduate. And somehow there are flickers in their eyes, hoping that their children will turn out as good as I am.

That got me thinking. Perhaps this is how my parents feel whenever they talked about me to their friends. Like this hope and trusts that I will be great. The pride and all.

But I am not sure whether I really do make them proud ...

Monday, 16 July 2012

Another Monday Blues?

Happy Monday Blues! .... Or not XD

So, I guess it's true what Elle say in Legally Blonde. "Exercise releases endorphins and endorphins make you happy". Yesterday it was operation mow the lawn. I was sweating profusely from morning to evening! so yeah it was quite a bit of exercise. It was tiring at first but after that, it felt good. I mean I don't even have any Monday blues today. Yeay!

Will definitely need to exercise more. Not just to lose weight. But also for my health =)

Thursday, 12 July 2012

It is so cold in the office. My hands are freezing! Will it be odd if I wear a glove in the office? Or maybe the kind that covers your hands but shows a little of your fingers? That should be okay, right?

Wednesday, 11 July 2012

I got a call from the optometry this evening, just after I finished work to inform me that my glasses are ready. Then suddenly, I got this gan cheong feeling. Like did I do the eye test correctly? I mean did I tell him of the problems and all that? Did I read the alphabets correctly? Did I inform him of everything that I saw? Cause like it has been a pretty busy and tired week last week so I was scared whether that would give affect on the results of the eye test. But it's like they did the tests 2 times - one with computer and another one manually. So, everything should be okay, right? They said that my prescription basically remains the same, only the angle of focus has changed. Something like that lah. In my mind I keep thinking whether I screw the test or not.


Maybe I'm still too tired and I keep forcing my body to cope. That's why all the gan cheong-ness. I don't know. I can't change anything now, can I? I mean the glasses are ready. Cannot change anymore lah kan?

Work related


Log Book is all done and sent.

All the *cough*last minute*cough* hard work has end!

Let's hope for the best =)

Now I can procrastinate till next year to enter another year of entries XD

Oppss ... I spoke too soon! 5 cases pending and 2 more just came in XD

But I love my job, so it's okay! For the time being

Wednesday, 4 July 2012

One question.

Can extreme cold make you have a 'tent'?

Friday, 29 June 2012

This is for Leonut.

I'm not even sure why I wrote this but reading your first year experience in uni abroad just sparked my bitter memories when I was one too.

During my first year in uni, it was smooth at first. For a few months. But it goes downhill afterwards. It started when I had a fight with my housemates. Let's just say something bad happened. So, we fought. Me being me, I wasn't good at confronting people. So, I just keep quiet, keep it all inside of me. I didn't really gave them the cold treatment at first. But then it's like they conspire against me and decided to give me the cold treatment. Hence, the counter cold treatment. We never talk to each other. If we need to, we just send sms. A short and precise one. No friendly tone.

Before I knew it, I was shunned and ostracised from my batch. I guess it's something like, when they plan things, they plan it among themselves. And my housemates never told me anything about their plan. So basically I was cut off.

I was a loner during my first year. It seems as if like everything is bent on giving me hell. I have no friend. My best friends are studying in different states. I would call them always, but what can they do for me? They so far from me. They can only give encouraging words to support me. Family is in Malaysia. Basically I was left all alone without any support system. To tell you the truth, I even thought of suicide once. I thought that life is not worth living there. That I can't take it anymore at all. That I really can't stand it anymore....

I did everything that I can think of to make myself happy. I spent my money to shop. I eat a lot of food just to keep me happy. I even had a rebonding. But none of it really makes me happy.

Everything went on for the whole year. My studies were affected. Basically everything were affected. But I guess God loves me.

During my second year, I shift house. So, I got new housemates. I'm not really close to them even though we live in the same house. We are not of the same character you see. They are more religious than me. They are very reserved. But I have to thank them. They are the reasons the remaining years of me living in Aussie is lively.

They decided to tumpang one new student in our house. Long story, I clicked with that new student. Let's name him 'F'. And from F, I met other people and basically my life just goes up and up from there. I also met other good friends since then on and we still contact each other till now. We became each other support system.

Leonut, this year may seem like a hell of a year for you. But don't fret, I'm pretty sure the good ones are coming, just like they came to me.

Thursday, 28 June 2012

Ruler of A Nation

I rule a nation .... PROCRASTINATION!!!

I have something that is due on July 12th. It was supposed to be done daily for the last 12 months.

But me being me, I put it off until now :(

Now only I went nervous and wonder whether I can finish it by the dateline.

It stresses me out .... but I deserved it anyway.

I always put things off till the last minute saying "OMG! This is going to be hard to do!"

When I actually do it in the last minute, I always came to realisation that "Hey, this isn't so hard. Why the hell did I put it off till the last minute?"


Grow up are-5th .... Just grow up ......

P.S. I'm already on week 14 in my thing. Left 52 - 14 = 38 weeks to go. Not so bad. Think I can finish it up by this weekend =)

Tuesday, 26 June 2012

I don't know why I am so emo today.

Woke up with a heavy heart.

Then, kene nag saying that I lack competency in the eyes of my colleagues because of the way I behave. As far as I concern, I only choose this field because they wanted me to do this. No asking my opinion. No asking what passion do I have. Wait they never instill any passion in me. So, what passion do I have also I don't know. And now, they want to bring my competency issue? Please lah. After all of this time? The only reason I stay in this course is because of you and the stupid company that I'm working with which is not entirely a nice  company to work with. But what choice do I have. I need the money.

Right now I am fighting with myself to stay on this course. I know the pros and the cons. I am just fighting to keep myself motivated to stay in this field. I am trying to keep myself sane in this kind of life I am living. I am rebelling because I don't like the way I lead my life today. I feel like I've lost a part of me. Or a major part of me.

You have no idea how sometimes when I drive I just have the urge to let go of the steering wheel and press the accelerator to the max and let whatever things to happen to me. Sometimes I just don't care anymore.

I'm just tired. I know what I have to do but my heart isn't just in it anymore.

Sunday, 24 June 2012

Weatherman ....

The weather has been rather unforgiving.

It was so hot and the heat was unbearable!

You can still feel the heat at night!

For the past few weeks, air-cond has been my best friend. I blast it to the coldest temperature every time I sleep without even thinking of the bills.

But for these past few days, big bro is down with fever. So, no air-cond for me :(

But tomorrow he's back to his working place and I'll have the room for myself once more! Yeay for air-cond! And I think I'll put the air-cond in the office to its maximum capacity tomorrow :)

Monday, 18 June 2012



I have been trying to download a porn video ever since yesterday but it kept failing. Always say that the downloading got interrupted ... T.T

Is it a sign from the 'guy up there'?

Or perhaps it's a sign from the universe that I need to stop *cough*masturbating*cough* and start errr ... enjoying myself with another person(s) .. Hmm ...

But .. But ...




Finally!! I did it!! It's a sign!! I can keep my virginity! Bwahahahahahahahaha

Friday, 15 June 2012


Is it normal that just anyone who is beefy and hunky and have bulging muscles in every parts of their body to work as a personal trainer at any gym WITHOUT any proper qualifications at all? I thought they must at least have some certs of something like that ....

Thursday, 14 June 2012

I have a bank officer who is well, let's just say he's the weirdest one I have ever met.

I'm used to have officers who demand that I give higher value for a property.

I'm used to officers who sounds rather arrogant while talking on the phone.

I'm not used to an officer who hanged up on me while I check the value for them.

Normally when I say "Please hold on while I check the value for you' they would normally hold.

Then again, this officer is also one who called me with the most ridiculous request for value ever.

Hmmm.... Bank officers and their requests is even better than customers and their requests :)

Wednesday, 13 June 2012


I just received a sad news. A hunky friend of mine (more like a crush of mine =P) was admitted to a hospital. The diagnosis was that he suffered a mini stroke and the cause was unknown. A small part of bis brain is permanently damaged and it could take months for him to recover or he may not even recover from his symptoms.

This really makes me think twice of the way I lead my life. He's a very fit person. He went to gym/ exercise 4 to 5 times a week, eat healthily, he don't smoke nor drink. Heck he even count his every calorie, sugar and fat in his every meal.  If a person who leads his life like this can get a stroke, I can't even think of what could happen to me. I never exercise. I eat all kinds of food. I sleep way too much.  Basically, a potato couch and also a magnet for all kinds of sickness.

Perhaps it's time to change. Not perhaps. IT IS THE TIME TO CHANGE!

Tuesday, 12 June 2012

Gross but A Good Motivator?

One of my friend shared this photo in Facebook. It really makes me think twice on eating McDonalds anymore. I told someone I need my motivation. And I have been very hard telling myself that I need to find my motivation which apparently lost along the way. This can really be my motivation. Perhaps I should print it large and put it at some place where I can see it frequently. Maybe I should do that .... *still thinking whether mum will protest having this photo in my room. They ARE naked women anyway*

Monday, 11 June 2012

Trying to catch up on my fellow bloggers posts since the days I gone MIA is ..... a little bit tiring ... Guess I'll wait for their recent ones and continue from there ......

Durian Porn

After lunch hour, I went out for an inspection. It didn't take long. Just about half an hour. But it took me an hour to get back to the office. Reason being?

Durians..! Lovely, thorny durians!

I ate two durians on the spot and tapau 5 back home for myself and mum and dad. Funny thing happen when I was having a conversation with the seller.

Seller: Besar bang isi dia. Tebal dia boleh sampai 2 inchi! 
Me: Ye ker 2 inchi? Macam tak percaya je..
Seller: Iyer bang. Memang tebal. Saya rasa, picit-picit memang tebal bang! Memang sedap lah bang. Sekali masuk mulut memang sedap giler lah bang..

Which then it hit me ...... =p

Korea: Day 1 - Touch Down

We landed in Incheon early in the morning, around 6.30 a.m. perhaps. We took Air Asia X and it was my virgin flight with them. Let's just say that I had a crappy flight. I can't sleep at all for the whole duration of the flight. I was like pejam celik pejam celik throughout the flight. At first I thought of getting myself their portable in-flight entertainment but the price is just meh and the movies are well, not so interesting. Even their selection of music is meh.So, it was a 6 hours of crap for me T.T

Now back to the trip instead of whining.......

The moment we landed we became so excited! Take pictures here and there. We even took pictures of the signboards, because they are written in Hangul! Kekekeke...... Proceed to the immigration, was quite shocked to see way too may people queueing up to get their passport stamped. Not making it any better, at that same time 4 flights have landed - Air Asia X, Malaysia Airline, Korean Air and Air France - and only 5 immigration counters were open. To make it even worst, they did not switch on the air cond! Or maybe they did but there were too many people cramped in a small area making the place feel pretty warm.

After we are done with immigration and picked up our baggage, we did a quick freshen up, well the ladies did. But I was so sweaty that I need a shower, albeit an express one. Apparently there's a Korean spa in the airport and I have to pay KRW 10,000 to enter. So, ok lor. Pay up and get in and then .... o_0 Men! Naked everywhere! Grrrr..... Yuummmm!!! =p I did not make any research on the etiquette of Korean spa and at that time I really don't care about it because we need to catch our pre-booked cab, which will arrive in 5 minutes. I quickly took a shower and wrapped myself in my own towel (they provide towel for you but it was a small good morning-like-towel) and crap .... Apparently I broke one of their etiquette. There's a reason why EVERYONE are naked. Luckily I'm a tourist so they just give me a look and turn away. Didn't manage to enjoy the amazing scene though ..... but it was a different story at night time .... Ngeh3... That will be in the final part of day 1 in Korea :)

Feeling fresh, we go to see our cabbie. He's pretty upset that we were late. Yes, the Koreans are very particular about punctuality. One of their good traits. It took us an hour from Incheon to reach Myeongdong.  We tumpang our bags at our guesthouse and off we go for brekkie and planning for the day trip. Oohh.. Even nak tumpang our bags at the guesthouse also got problem. We inform to the manager that we are going to tumpang our trolley bags there for 2 days earlier in our email. So, he said ok. When we arrived we thought of tumpang-ing our backpack as well because there's no way we're lugging that heavy backpack all day! And that's where problems occured. Dia tak bagi tumpang weyh! That small backpack dia tak bagi. We only need to put it till evening because we are going to Incheon again to spend our night there as we are going to Jeju the next day. So, the contents of the backpack are all the necessities for our Jeju trip. That's why they are heavy. It seems that they are very strict like that. Like if you don't inform them earlier, they won't let you do that. The manager said it's burdening him to keep our backpack. In my mind I was like, "Backpack kecik je kot. Burdening apa kejadahnya!"So, ok lah. We need to find other alternative. So, we all duduk at a convenience store (convenience store pon ada tempat duduk seyh. Kagum kejap aku), buy a bottle of banana milk each and think what to do next. Sambil-sambil tu, telan lah bread that we brought from Malaysia. Long story short, we tumpang our backpack at another guesthouse. So, kind of them!

Banana Milk!!! Yummm..!!

Next, Gyeongbokgung Palace ......

Wednesday, 6 June 2012

True to Ourselves

Sometimes we tend to forget, that being ourselves is the most amazing!

Body Shop Haul

Some of you might know that Body Shop is having their promotion until June 10th, which means that their promotion ends this Sunday. I went there a couple of days ago to stock up my shower gel as I absolutely love their shower gels. It's as if like, pakai Body Shop shower gel, terus tak nak pakai yang lain! But of course, that's not necessarily true. My wallet is not that thick >.<

The price is

So, for this post I am going to write about my haul =) And yes, this will be a beauty post ;)

The first thing that I bought is this -

It's called Moringa Shower Gel. I fall in love with this one the first time I ever use it, which ends up in me buying THREE 750ml bottles! *grin* I really like the scent. It's floral and the scent will still linger around you after you finished your shower, which means you'll smell really good. And it's a turn on for me to smell a man  who just came out of shower, smelling all nice and fresh. It's just .... emmmmmm...

According to First used in Ayurvedic medicine some 4,000 years ago, moringa seed oil comes from the moringa tree, which is native to northern India. It is known as the “miracle tree” due to its wide variety of beneficial uses. In Ayuveda, it is used as a natural antibiotic, an aid in childbirth and for treating liver problems. But that’s not all. The oil was highly treasured by the ancient Roman, Greek and Egyptian civilizations for use in protecting the skin and making perfume. It was so good they even used it to create their own skin smoothing product!

The next item that I bought is Peach Shower Gel and Papaya Shower Gel, one each. 

I haven't try these products yet. The only reason I bought them is because of the price. It was on Buy 1 Free 1, and one item is RM 22.00, that makes it RM 11.00 each. It's kind of expensive for a shower gel that is this small (it's only 250ml) but it's Body Shop after all. It's scent is sweet and although it's supposed to have peach and papaya scent, I find that the papaya smells really like the peach ones. It's as if there's no difference between them at all. Will try it after my first bottle of Moringa finishes. Or I could just use them alternately. See how first. 

Another thing that I bought is their paddle cushion hair brush. I was tempted to buy them after seeing them featured in a magazine. It says that the brush is good for detangling your hair. Since I have a bit of curly hair (more like straight at the top and curl at the end) I thought this brush will help me to manage my curls better i.e. make it appear a bit straighter. But, meh. I guess I still need to do rebonding after all. I was actually looking for natural and non-chemical ways to straighten my hair. So, if any of you guys out there know how or have some tips, do tell me yah! 

Tuesday, 5 June 2012

Okie Dokie ...... Got the pictures already. Will blog about the trip soon. Pinky promise! =)

Need to arrange it according to days first, which will happen right after this =)

Thursday, 24 May 2012


New aircond in the office.

Me likey!

Old aircond rosak already. Tak sejuk pun.

Now, I'm feeling like I'm in a bank =)

P.S. Banks always have the coldest aircond. That's the reason for comparison =))
P.P.S. I'm sleepy ............ Zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

Tuesday, 22 May 2012

Korea!! -Pre-

Soooooooo..... I've just got back from Korea last Friday. It was a very fun, fun, fun trip! With a little bit of challenge, it was indeed very memorable and it makes me fall in love with Korea more!!

And that includes the HOT Korean men as well =p

I will blog about it soon. But maybe not that soon as I still need to take some photos from the others and then arrange them =) But, stay tuned! It will arrive, that's for sure!

Thursday, 10 May 2012

What's in my mind?

All I can think about right now is .............


But still haven't pack anything yet!!

Tuesday, 8 May 2012


I'm depressed. So depressed that even this guy down here failed to cheer me up when I usually get excited seeing something like this ..........

Why me God? Why me?

Monday, 7 May 2012

Raining Man to Happy Boy


Ok. The day started gloomy. And rainy. The weather will always, always affect the Monday blues in me. If it's sunny, I'll be cheerful. If it's gloomy and rainy, I secretly hope that I can get fake MC so that I can sleep in =p But when you live under the same roof as your boss, that's not really an option *sigh*

Arrived to the office to find that internet still down, and only one, just ONE computer can connect to the internet, which sparks my curiosity. Apparently, it's the ONLY computer in the office that connects to the router through cable instead of wireless! Now, I'm not exactly a tech person, but when internet at your place always crashes, you'd know a thing about troubleshooting it.

Long story short, a check with TM and a little tweaking on my own, and walla! Internet is back on! And my two faced colleague suddenly is nice to me today =) I'd say for today, I'm happy. Working in a hostile environment, is really not good for your performance.

Now, back to work...... =))

Friday, 4 May 2012

Saturday, 28 April 2012

Of Kerja and Cantik

It's been quite some time since I blog.

Workload is increasing and no, I'm not complaining. I like having my workload increased. After having quite some time of slow paced working aka no cases on hand aka makan gaji buta, this past few weeks has been making me go for inspections, go to Land Office, meet clients etc. I don't say it often but during this time, I really love my job =)

On another note, just last week the dermatologist for the skin care that I'm using, flew from US to this small town here. So, I took the opportunity for him, a real dermatologist, and not a therapist which I frequent, to check my skin. Result? Meh, same old, same old. My skin is way too oily. Quoting his words, "Your skin is too, too, too, too, too, too, too oily!" He suspects its something to do with what I eat. So, he said no more chocolates, biscuits (does chips count?), milo, chicken skin, peanuts and seafood for me. He said these are the things that can cause oily skin. I can skip the milo, the chicken skin (this is hard!), the peanuts, the biscuits, but chocolate and seafood? Alamak!! 

He prescribed me some more products but he specifically said that I need to get my internal problem fix first. Or else the products he prescribed is not going to do any work. But luckily, the therapist understands that I am having quite a tight budget. She advised me to prioritise the detox drink first, only then buy the external products. So, that is going to be included in June/ July budget? For the time being, I'll stick to my detox supplement that I got from Shaklee, along with my other supplements from Amway. And also to stop eating all the stuff that's making my skin oily. 

So, that's juts about it. All the 'interesting' events ever since I'm resting for a while from blogging. =)

Saturday, 21 April 2012

As Fate Would Have It

Today I found out a bad news in regards to a friend mine. He posted a picture in FB with a caption saying that he will be discharge from hospital. Long story short, he will have to undergo an operation on his spine which resulting in him losing a toe.

His friends are wishing him for the best - in regards to the operation as well as praying that he will not lose a toe. But I must salute him. From the way he reply all the comments, he is strong and accepted whatever fate has bestowed upon him.

Me, on the other hand, starts to ponder. Before that, let me just say this. He is blessed with a cute face. He's bubbly. He's fun. And yes, he was one of my crush during my schooling years. Who wouldn't? But he's straight as hell. So, yeah. Nothing happened.

Thing is, when we see a cute/ hot/ handsome guys out there, we always assume that they are perfect. That they must have had an easy life. But now this has happened to my friend, it struck me that no one is ever perfect. A person may be hot, may be really handsome and may be really cute, but there would be something, perhaps something so small that makes them imperfect.

Then again, imperfection is what made us perfect, no?

Wednesday, 11 April 2012

Cat dilemma

The thing is this cat came to my home (more like dibuang by her previous owner I supposed as she's in a very good condition when we found her) when she was just more or less like 2 months old kitten. Mum pitied her and she said that we'll just take care of her till she's good enough to survive on her own then we buang her at some nice eating place (not a 5 star eating place. Just at some hawker centre where she can get food easily). But I grew fond of her - I have a very soft spot for animals - and decided to adopt her, somehow.

And then the dilemma..

I never actually adopt a cat before. I mean before this I do have a cat and he was absolutely an outdoor cat. We never let any cats to enter the house as my sister has athma and thus it's bad for her. Before this we only feed him. Just that. No sangkar, no shampooing, no neutering.

This cat however is different. She loves jumping around! So, I bought her a sangkar just to put her inside when I want to go to work so that I won't ran her with the car accidentally.

Then she gets pregnant. She's so gatal! =) And she gets smelly. I make some research on the internet on how to care for a pregnant cat, how to bathe her, when to get her spayed etc. Then suddenly, the realisation that I am adopting a cat and caring her for real, came rushing into me. Part of me really want to give her all that. I mean bathing her, getting her spayed and buy her a new sangkar - an expensive one at that, RM 200!! - because the current one is quite small and I foreseeing her to be in the sangkar with her babies for about 2 - 3 months before I spayed her, treats and all that. But another part of me was like, you know just treat her like any normal cat. Just feed and nothing else.

What to do?

Friday, 6 April 2012

Just My Two Cents (and also because I have nothing to write!)

A recent post by a blogger cause quite a stir to a reader which I shall say is a border between an anonymous and a blogger as this person did not list his blog in his profile. So we have no idea whether he has a blog or otherwise.

As a self professed seasoned blogger - I have been blogging since 2008 but due to some circumstances all my previous blogs have been deleted - I have to say that I had experienced it twice where an anonymous reader of mine really disagree with me till the point of calling me an apostate. Another post made an anonymous reader called me as traitor to my race.

I believe that everyone is entitled to their own opinion. However, there is a certain line which may not be crossed. As for me it seems the lines that I have crossed - as according to my reader, but I believed that I have not - are religion and race.

The religion part is when I talked about the cancellation of an international artist concert due to the performer promotes hedonism. The race part is when I talked and I agree of non-bumi entering UiTM.

I did it in a very soft approach. I mean I don't use any curses at all. I am just stating my opinion in a very mild manner but the response, let's just say I was quite shocked. In the end, I remind myself not to write anything in my blog about anything that I will not talked about with strangers or people that I have just met for the first time.

Now, back to the blogger. I have never in my mind thought that someone's preference on his/ her sexual activities can and will be bashed. I'm not saying about sexuality - straight or bent - but the person's preference on who they want to do it with. I thought it is up to the person on who they want to do it with. It's their own personal choice. Beauty is in the eyes of the beholder. Just because you say a person is hot, doesn't mean that everyone will agree with you. It is the same with your tastebuds isn't it. Just because you think that Island Supreme Pizza is absolutely heaven, others may absolutely dislike it.

In this reader vs blogger case, if the reader really, really, really like 'dim sum', that whenever you 'eat' it, it rocks the foundation of your apartment, then that's it. Don't force others to agree with you. Whatever rocks your boat, may not rock others.

It seems to me that you are too shallow in your argument. It might be the case if you are in the 60's but this is 2012. Wake up and smell the coffee mate. If you are too obsessed with tea, you might not know the wonders of a cup of coffee. Or a glass of juice for that matter!

Sunday, 1 April 2012

2nd Quarter of 2012

The second quarter of 2012 has officially started but none of my plans have worked out ..... so far :)

Yes, are-5th. It is indeed a good news, somehow, considering you still have nine months to ensure that you work out your plans.

However .....


On another note, financial budget has been such a bitch for these past few months. and it will still be a bitch until May. I forecast a more stable and better financial status in June. So I've so far make mental plans on what need to be done so that I won't over budget. Eg. just have a hair cut and no hair treatment. My hair and skin care products need to be used sparingly to last me at least until May. Kau nak habis, kene habis at least after 31 May 2012. More economical dishes (but it's not economical anymore. Buy a little of this and a little of that without rice and water can reach RM 5-6). I also need to learn how to drive properly, so that I can save my fuel costs (but how lehh??).

Friday, 30 March 2012

New Definition of Porn

Miniskirt is porn in Indonesia

Following the establishment of an anti-pornography task force in Indonesia, Religious Affairs Minister Suryadharma Ali said that skirts that fall above the knee would be included in the working group's definition of pornography, on which it would base its future work.
"We will arrange meetings with different stakeholders from the public to get input on how they understand pornography, and I'm sure that they will come up with different definitions [of pornography]," he said.
"However, there must be a set of universal criteria to define something as pornographic, of which one will be when someone wears a skirt above the knee."
Suryadharma was tapped by President Susilo Bambang Yudhoyono to run the body on a daily basis.
Once a standard of pornography was established, the task force would apply it nationwide across all ethnicities, he added.
Attempting to curb the distribution of pornographic materials across the country, the President recently established a task force on the management and prevention of pornography as a body to implement the 2008 Pornography Law.
Source: The Jakarta Post/ANN
Published March 29 2012
I can understand if they say that is it aurat for Muslim women but to the point of calling them pornographic material? A women who wears a miniskirt suddenly become a pornographic material. So, can we just look at them on the street and masturbate then? 

Tuesday, 27 March 2012

I'm... I'm... I'm...

I think...

I think...

I think...


Thursday, 22 March 2012


Started Atkins diet/ high protein diet early this week. Not too sure whether it's due to the weather, but I've been having headache in the afternoon and evening every single day.. 

Headache... (-.-)

Wednesday, 21 March 2012

One Evil Antagonist Is Messing My Mind

Read a review about a Korean Drama with a very evil antagonist doing things that is unimaginable and it ruins my mood all over. I have no idea why most of the time I cringe when there's conflict in a drama up to a point where I will not watch that particular scene. So far, none has any effect to my mood except for this one antagonist.

Which makes me thinking. Is there such a person in this world? I wish I won't encounter any of them in my whole life....

Monday, 19 March 2012

Mother, Mother, Mother

I was on my way to the office. Perhaps a couple of steps more when I heard someone's crying. 

I was expecting that it will be a girl crying, reprimanded perhaps by her parents or maybe she just cried because she did not get what she wants. 

To my surprise it was a woman. A woman in her maybe 50s and her son is consoling her with her grandchildren just looking at her. 

The story begins....

Right across my office at first floor is a health/ therapy centre known as Ceragem. They say that the therapy can do wonders for your health. So, this son is bringing his mother there. Somehow after she alighted her car, she tried to walk on her own instead of getting help from her son which resulting in her tripping. My guess she fell down hard because the way she cried. 

Somehow, hearing her cries really breaks my heart. It makes me ponders whether I'll be able to do a good job taking care of my parents when the time comes just as how they care for me all these years.

"As we grow up, remember that our parents are growing old" - Anonymous

Friday, 16 March 2012


This is unacceptable!

Mommy and I decided to have fast food for dinner today. First choice McDonald's.

Dialled the delivery number but surprisingly, I can't get through even after numerous attempts.

So, dump McDonald's. Dominos, we choose you! *cricket sound*

Unfortunately, Dominos don't make delivery to my place.

Now, this is very much puzzling. My place is only 5 minutes away from the city. 10 minutes tops. And you don't freaking do delivery here?! To make the pizza normally it will take around 15 minutes. You have another 15 minutes to fulfil your 30 minutes delivery promise. So, why can't you deliver to my place?!


Now, resort to maggi lor. Or maybe I'll cook some spaghetti. Malaysian style...


Thursday, 15 March 2012


I was going to put on the photos of my lunch but errr, I forgot to take the photos =p

It's a simple lunch. Or maybe one will call them as snacks.

A set of takoyaki and chicken pop.

I think I'm not full but I'm satisfied.

Monday, 12 March 2012

I'm irritated.

I'm upset.

I'm sad.

I'm annoyed.

I'm mad.

If only I can just walk away from here

Have I become too weak?

Friday, 9 March 2012

Seer-ly Me or Superstitious-ly Me?

The Malays said don't believe in dreams. Dreams are the play of satans. However, we also believed if the condition is right, our dream may give us some insights on what would happen in the future. 

For me, I'm not too sure about it. Most of my dreams are craps and bull. But there are a few, three to be exact, that happens in real life just how I dreamt them. 
  1. I once dreamt I was in my class. I was standing at the front, not sure doing what when suddenly I noticed a 4WD pull up right in front of my classroom. A few days later, it really happen in real life. Exactly just how I dreamt them. 
  2. I dreamt on seeing a gate being constructed right at the boundaries of my house and my neighbour. A small gate, just to connect our houses together. And it did happened a few days later. More like I was made known by my parents that they are going to construct one. But we did made one. 
  3. I dreamt a few hours before going to my grandfather's house, that we found him dead and initial assumption was that he was murdered. Unfortunately, it happened. I was having my summer break at that time. 
I once told my sister about it and she said maybe it was my gift. But I haven't had any come-to-life dream since what happened to my grandfather. 

The same applies when my eyelids suddenly mengenyit-ngenyit. Not too sure what's the English translation of it. It's not blinking but it's like small movements of your eyelids. It could be either left or right eye and it could be either at the upper eyelid or lower eyelid etc. 

Smiling eyelids?
Normally if the left eyelid does that it means bad omen. Again, I'm not too sure whether to believe it or not, but I do have experienced bad things whenever my left eyelid mengenyit-ngenyit. 

So, does it mean I'm superstitious or maybe I do have the gift *if it really is, it must be a lousy one because it did not happen all the time*

P.S. Segala yang berlaku adalah Qada' dan Qadar Allah.  :)

Thursday, 8 March 2012

Tea time? Or late lunch?

Yesterday I went to the mall after office hours to have a late lunch. You see, I had quite a heavy and late brunch, so I decided not to go for lunch (errr.. who goes for lunch when they already had brunch?). And no it's not dinner because I ate white rice with beef in soy sauce later that night ^^ 

*I realllyyyyyy need to start dieting.. >.<'

Guess where I go? :)

SECRET RECIPE!!! Yeah, tuls sort of gave the inspiration in his comment in my last post. It's been quite some time I went there to have my meal. 

The outlet in Kluang is really funny. Sometimes they make a very bad coffee. Sometimes they put sugar in coffee and I don't like my latte to have any sugar in it. Luckily for me, yesterday the barista made quite an acceptable coffee. It's not too good but it's not too bad either. Boleh lahhhhh..

Decided to have some spaghetti. But I should have just chose fish and chips or maybe other westerns dishes because the portion is quite small -.-

P.S. Yeay! I put some pictures in my blog!

Tuesday, 6 March 2012

Emo Post

It has been quite some time since I jot down something in this blog. It's not that I'm lazy, it's just that there's nothing in my life that is worth mentioning here. It's been pretty bored living here in Kluang. Most of my friends are in KL. The keyword here is most. I do have some friends - all girls - here but we rarely go out together. Not that I don't want to meet them but all the time if we go out it will be like five of us and unfortunately for one of them, I'm not too sure why, my mother forbids me seeing her. So, I have been keeping my distance from her and it makes me feel really guilty. What kind of a friend I am? *sigh*

I once chatted with a friend in Brisbane ad told him about my situation. He advises me to go and start making friends but even he knows that it will be hard as he is experiencing the same thing as well. 

I'm going to stop here as this is making my blog even more emo. And I'm emo because my blog don't have many pictures in it! 

Wednesday, 22 February 2012

Totally Not My Day 2.0

Have been having problems in the workplace recently.

The new Bank Negara policy really affect the business a lot. I have to deal with that AND the office politics. *sigh* You know how in the drama and stories from people, office politics only happen in big, big company with a large number of employees. Mine is a small office of 6 (exclude my boss) and we have office politics. One is neutral and the remaining 4 seems bent on making my life a living hell. I really don't like working here. I don't know what kept me here. Wait, I know what kept me here. But that 2 reasons don't really make a positive outlook right now. *sigh*

That aside, those four may seem like trying to really mess with me, but what they don't know is that I've been through a lot worse ad I survived. I SURVIVED BABY! Come on, I dare you. BRING IT ON! You can't break me bitches and bastard. I may have yet to reciprocate. I've been quite all this time. But that does not mean that you've won. I'm just observing on everything that you do. And when the perfect time comes, I suggest you take shelters bitches and bastard. Because it will hit you hard!


After further analysing and discussing with someone who is much more experienced in this matter, I have to admit there are some things that I did that leads to this thing happened. Actually a lot of things. And I am resolved to change all that. I pray to the Almighty that I will be unwavered in my path.

Sunday, 19 February 2012

All dogs go to heaven

This afternoon I was watching a TV3 show called Melodi. Haven't watched that show since ages. It has gotten so blah for my taste. The hosts, to me, have no chemistry at all. And they keep making those silly jokes and fake laughs and all.

However, the important thing that I would like to write here is about their interview with Adira AF8, about her picture holding a puppy that was circulated over the internet. What attracts me was a question by the interviewer, which goes something like "Do you know that it's wrong to hold a puppy?'

Seriously mate?!

Malays need to toss away this stupid, age old thinking that holding a puppy or dog is wrong. It's not wrong. I mean, I never heard or read any proofs from the Quran or hadith saying that it is wrong or sinful to touch or hold a dog or a puppy. There is absolutely no problem in doing that. The only thing that is wrong, is if after you touched or hold a dog or a puppy, you do not perform the necessary cleansing ritual. Now that is wrong. Because if you don't, then you can't perform your prayers, which is a serious issue. Even so, I once heard from a scholar that if the surface that you touched i dry, then you don't have to do the cleansing ritual.

Now, unless you can give me any evidence from the Quran or hadith, I hold my opinion true and legit.

P.S. Think the phrase needs to be changed. I mean, all animals go to heaven, no?

Saturday, 11 February 2012

The Meaning of My Birthdate

  1. You were born to enjoy life. (TRUE)
  2. You do not care about anything and just want to have fun in your life time. (TRUE)
  3. You are very clever in their studies and business management. (err... betul ker? *scratch head*)
  4. You are a genius, kind, have the appearance of handsome. (I WANT THIS ALSO, CAN OR CANNOT? ^^)
  5. All good things will come to you. (TERIMA KASIH..!!)

Saturday, 4 February 2012

Paper Bag Like Bag


I want one... It looks ever so minimalist and yet stylish *apa kejadah ayat aku nih*

Waves of Dream VS The Legend of Satan Boy

Suddenly I have a very dirty thoughts.... ^^

Monday, 30 January 2012

Post Lunch Food (and no, it's not tea time)

Large Coke and Oreo McFlurry.. No wonder my shirts and pants are getting tighter! -.-

Saturday, 28 January 2012

Weird Dream

I guess it's the season of weird dream huh?

I had a dream where it's like connected in real life lah. Me and my sis just bought a bottle of perfume each. Mine is Champion Energy by Davidoff and hers is Omnia Crystalline by Bvlgari. 

Tell you the truth it was quite a sudden purchase. For me at least. My sis has been planning to buy one. I had little time to search as I need to catch my flight. Tried Guilty by Gucci, One Million by Paco Rabanne and... I think those two are the only ones that I tried. I didn't really like both of them, so I tried Champion and Champion Energy from Davidoff. I can't quite differentiate both scents but my sis told me that Champion is much more masculine and strong while the Energy one is much more fresh and mild. So, without thinking I just bought Energy. Not too sure whether it screams me or not. 

*Alamak side track lah pulak* Now back to the dream..

In the dream, my sis and I were discussing about each of us buying another perfume. I want to buy a scent that I will use especially for work as I want a scent that would be my identity at work lah kononnya. And that dream ends like that...

So, the big question is, should I buy another one? I'm currently using the one that I bought from Body Shop. The scent not too bomb, but I like it. Hmm... But most importantly, 


P.S. I think I need to smell back the Champion Energy. Just to get the gist of it.


Update: Me like the Energy. 

Friday, 27 January 2012


I am actually at work right now. Curi-curi online because the boss is not in yet :) So, as usual, I read some blogs but today I get a surprise :) A blogger whose blog I have been silently reading all these time promotes my very much new blog in his blog *aiyak too much of word blog -.-*

I really don't know what to say. I'm quite touched really! :) THANKS TULSY! :)
Next time you are in Kluang, roger-roger me will you :) We can go makan-makan somewhere and it will be my shout :)

Wednesday, 25 January 2012

Totally Not My Day

It was all in a day's work.
I went to inspect a property.
I can't find the property.
Scale it on the standard sheet.
I still can't find the property.
I changed the method. Instead of driving, I tried to find it by foot.
Terpijak cow dung. My right foot termasuk in mud. *cue for curses*
And I still can't find the land. *cue for even more curses*
And now my shoes all got muddy and cow dung.
I still have to go for land inspection tomorrow.
Now please tell me, dear heavenly-me, WHAT SHOES AM I GOING TO WEAR TOMORROW?!

P.S. And a car nearly hit my car. >.< Thank God there's no scratch or anything like that. I might talked about that later.....

Tuesday, 24 January 2012

Happy New Year

Yours truly have just arrived home from holiday in Langkawi. Actually the flight from Langkawi to Kuala Lumpur was yesterday and only know I've just arrived home in Kluang. Will post some pictures but till then..


p.s. One of the cabin crew in my flight to KUL was cute! I got the name from the person's name tag. Didn't took photo because I thought I could stalk search the said person up on FB. Who knows I fail... T.T 
And now I can barely remember the said person's face!! Lagi sad!!!!! T.T

Saturday, 21 January 2012

Resolution 2012

I know.. I know.. I'm like 20 days late *like duhhh :)*  But I think it's nice to put my 2012's resolution in this blog  <s>though I still have my doubts whether I can achieve them</s> It gives you a certain goals for you to achieve so that you know that you are living the best of your life *cliche I know :p*

I divided my resolutions into four - Beauty, Lifestyle, Health and *drum rolls pleaseeeeee* DIET!! *main reason why I have my doubts that I can achieve it*

Let's take a look at them shall we? :)


  1. Drink a minimum of 8 glasses or 2000 ml of water *I always think that I don't drink enough*
  2. Adhere to my daily skin care regime and STOP PICKING ON MY BLACKHEADS and/or OIL  SEEDS and/or PIMPLES!
  1. To finish reading my magazines in the month that I buy them. In other words, make sure I finish reading them before I buy a new issue.
  2. Manage my finance better

  1. Start brisk walking, then advance to jogging.
  2. Start hiking Gunung Lambak
  3. Resume my gym *I plan to resume on July. Strict financial budget on the first half of 2012*
  4. Eat my vitamins EVERYDAY! :)

  1. Eat fruits before my main meals - Breakfast, Lunch and Dinner
  2. Snacks healthily - Fruits and Nuts. ABSOLUTELY NO CHIPS!!
  3. Divide my meals into 6 and take my meals in half portion that I normally do. 

So, to ensure that these resolutions a success, I will be doing updates for it quarterly :) 

Thursday, 19 January 2012

The Beginning

Three blogs and suddenly because of my stupidity, I had to delete all of them. Even all of my Google related account! Not to mention that I had to deactivate my FB.

At first, I thought I am done with blogging. Many times I feel this way. But there's something in me that's just attached to blogging. I don't know what.

So, here I am now. Starting to blog again. I just hope the motivation will still be there after time pass.